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little boy


I’ve dreamt of little girls before and I’ve found they symbolize either myself or women who are close to me or are religious in nature. These past two nights, I’ve had dreams with the same little boy and a faceless man.

Unfortunately, this faceless man is not the man I’ve been dreaming about all these years. He’s more mysteriously handsome than comfortably familiar. Everything the ‘me’ in my dream knows about him isn’t shared with my consciousness. Yet, I’m aware how close we are as two people. We are friends with a great deal of history.

As the little boy watches me in one dream and follows him in the next, I am almost convinced of who they are. They are one person, someone I’ve been thinking about lately. Someone… I’ve come to worry about more and more.

Or it could be the effects of watching Beaty and the Beast 2017 film.

Still, I don’t think so. My mind has been plagued by this person for quite some time and if he were to be these two figures in my dreams, I wouldn’t be surprised. It’s not my first time dreaming about him.

I loved him once upon a time, like a possibility then like a brother. Read the rest of this entry »

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Posted by on March 21, 2017 in Dream Diary


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Toxic Dreaming

I didn’t know there was even such a thing. Toxic Dreaming is an important thing to get to know. So, here’s definition:

A toxic dream is usually a very realistic, upsetting dream that is most likely to occur when your body’s cleansing system is overloaded during sleep. They are often terrible nightmares and they signal that your body, mind, or emotions are in a toxic state.

definition from My Dream Visions

And that’s what I’ve been having for over two weeks now. I threw off my body, mind, and emotions and now my dreams are following suit, feeding off from the chaos happening inside of me. The unconscious mind has no other things to eat except for my lack of sleep, unhealthy eating habits, stress, negative thoughts, and my constant beating of myself in my head.

It’s utterly chaotic in my world at the moment and this is why┬áI have a lot of Toxic Dreams to be sharing. Soon. And they’re pretty vivid. If you’ve ever had one yourself, feel free to share!!!

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Posted by on April 28, 2016 in Dream Meanings


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i know it’s a dream because he likes me

school i’ve been to before, large, maze like with all sort of rooms
sonia was there doing errands as if she were working as part of the student council
april and janett were there and it felt like old times
sistars were there as well, sort of in their own little clique while we all waited for the school to start the competition
nathan was there
lara was there wondering around as I ran around back and forth from one room to another with 2 of my grandfathers settled inside
I’m taking care of a boy who looks a lot like my nephew
One grandfather has a wife
I don’t actually know either grandfathers
I leave my nephew to the one without a wife as I help a few friends who don’t need help finding a place selling a special colorless drink.
On the way there, the road breaks into two. One leads to the drink and the other leads to a bathroom.
brianna shows up at the last minute, following us or at least it looked like her
Moments later, I rush back and accidentally touch a wet top
A lot of things happened that I’m not too sure about chronologically.
I apparently lost as told to me by my nephew. I was of course heartbroken, but I’m able to move on as I help him out as he asks for my help.
I’m not too sure that it was an art contest or not.
My nephew becomes upset when our grandfather asks him to stop messing around, but I convince him that it’s okay.
After this is all solved, I excuse myself to go to a class.
In that class I am approached by guys I haven’t ever hung out with in high school just so they can tell me he likes me.
I tell them I didn’t hear.
They say it again and I reply with, if he wants to tell me what it is he has to say, not them.
So, they call out to him and he comes.
We have a conversation while I pack and he never gets to his point.
I leave with april and janett and that’s when we see sonia, I think.
We don’t leave with her, and we sort of get lost. We end up in a room with a strange guy who helps us get out, but we never do because he distracts us with a test/game. We know that he’s keeping us there but I’m not too worried. So we stay. Read the rest of this entry »

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Posted by on August 23, 2014 in Dream Diary, Dream Meanings


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The Senseless and Tasteless Party

It’s when I dream, that I begin to worry about what might happen in my life.

This time, I dreamed about something strange, so vivid and so detailed just the same as before that I don’t know if I’ll be able to relay with preciseness. It’s a shame really when there’s so many details I want to talk about, but the thing is just that. There’s too many details. So, here are the main things:

It was a birthday party for all those coming of a certain age- for girls.
An aunt I’m not really friendly with comes to visit.
We hurry to get dress. She is playing outside with people.
My siblings and I try to be civil in every way possible.
We eat lunch but I have a difficult time finishing my food- I don’t find it appealing.
My brother is mia after the arrival of our aunt.
The party consist of people from my mother’s side of the family living in the province of the Philippines.
A friend of mine arrives, but she has the face of someone I hadn’t seen for a long time. We are quite close in the dream. I have memories of a close friendship.
Another girl, someone my sisters and I are close to is a celebrant. She is nervous and we help her out. She is young. Faceless. Curly hair. Spanish decent. Kind of like Raini Rodriguez, the actress.
Party ends. It’s time to clean up. I go into the house from the start of the dream (I’ve been there before, but it’s a lot brighter than the last I remember). I’m fixing left overs and begin to use my laptop before I am told that we are closing the house soon as if it were just a vacation home. Again, I felt the familiarity of the house, and it’s strange brightness.
I rush out with my dad and eldest sister.

Important details:
My eldest sister and I are usually calling for each other.
We were seated in pues during the party.
Kids watching were being really disrespectful and I got annoyed.
I had my red glasses not my black ones.
We had food, but there was no taste to any of them.
My laptop in the dream is detachable.
I felt weary most of the time.
The house is a recurring setting, but brighter not at all scary.

Important details that I did before I slept:
I watched an anime with my brother about gamers getting sucked into the game and locked in there.
The food they ate was tasteless for a good amount of time.
In the anime, the main character had a non-guild called: Debauchery Tea Party.
I was playing a facebook game about castles and merchants.
I daydreamed about a life I might want if I were to live in a convent (yeah).
I thought about falling in love.
I thought about going back home to the Philippines for some time.

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Posted by on March 16, 2014 in Dream Diary, Dream Meanings


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